Another new life came into my belly. However, as having several miscarriages woman, I was both happy and worried that if I was happy, I might become terribly sad again. I didn’t know what will happen at the time. Again miscarriage? Or maybe?? But the next tour would be six…

When I came in the hospital’s room for the exam of the recurrent miscarriage (the recurrent pregnancy loss) , I saw the latest machines. I felt I was lucky to live this time for these exams while checking the blood flow in the uterus in real time. In the past…

The doctor recommended me one hospital for the exam of the recurrent miscarriage (the recurrent pregnancy loss). When I came into the hospital, I remembered the atmosphere of the spring light. Warm and calm. The nurse explained me “you will receive the result after several months and you have to…

Because I was the recurrent miscarriage (the recurrent pregnancy loss), I have names to whole my babies when their heart became to beat. I knew this act made the sorrow deeper. But it was the only thing which I could do for my unborn babies. …

Do you know this “the recurrent pregnancy loss”? I didn’t know totally. Not infertility, but “the recurrent pregnancy loss”. To be precise, two or more consecutive failed pregnancies. First, about 10–15% pregnancies concluded to miscarriages. So, I thought “this is a miscarriage” though I felt deep sadness. But it continued. …

I am so delighted to announce this my new artwork. Maternity photos, nude art. — — In Japan, maternity photos are often taken as symbols of ‘happiness.’ While it is true that pregnancy and childbirth are miraculous and bring happiness, the experience encompasses more than just joy. For me, someone who has endured multiple miscarriages due to an inability to carry a pregnancy to…

Today, I am really excited to announce you about this project. Japanese Mythology Website in Japanese, English and French is launched!!! Although I, Ekotumi sing and express about Japanese mythology or inspired by Japanese mythology, I reconstructed it with the view of women and with the imaginary emotion. At the…

Konnichiwa! Ladies and gentlemen!! Today, I am excited to introduce you to my new artwork from the winter! “Displayed Soundscape” This is one of my ways to express in the digital world. “The ultimate goal of all the arts is music.” Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche “All art constantly aspires towards the…

The spring is coming. Now, Japanese government announced officially that there are no more mask rules and the wearing of masks has become optional in Japan. Finally “Covid-19” is becoming “the history”. What was that ‘lockdown’ all about? What did we think and act in that otherworldly situations? At the…