Because I was the recurrent miscarriage (the recurrent pregnancy loss), I have names to whole my babies when their heart became to beat. I knew this act made the sorrow deeper.
But it was the only thing which I could do for my unborn babies. My first and the last present.
When my baby died in my belly, I had to get the surgery. During waiting the day, I suddenly thought now I am walking in the town with the dead body. I wanted to scream that.
Hey, everyone! I am with the corpse in my belly!!!
It’s like a horror novel. But it’s real. People might think I was crazy.
I think over again people can’t notice the sorrow of the others from the outside.
It must be many people with deep sorrow in the people who I passed each other ever.
“ Maternity Eternity “
Artist : Ekotumi
Photo : Richard Lee
Hair & Make up : Arakaki Erina
Hair Cut : Hiromi Tanaka(Moga)