Another new life came into my belly. However, as having several miscarriages woman, I was both happy and worried that if I was happy, I might become terribly sad again.
I didn’t know what will happen at the time. Again miscarriage? Or maybe?? But the next tour would be six months later to one year away. I couldn’t wait for a stable period. Although I hadn’t told my family, I had to tell organizers in oversea. Maybe they will say something negative. Even if they give me their blessing, we may not have the opportunity to work together in the future. I wish if I could at least be sure that I could have a baby. I don’t trust my womb. My legs trembled when I started thinking about it. But I have to say it.
—
NFT Artwork
“ Maternity Eternity “
https://opensea.io/collection/maternity-eternity-0
Artist : Ekotumi
Photo : Richard Lee
Hair & Make up : Arakaki Erina
Hair Cut : Hiromi Tanaka(Moga)
